decision

For quite some time, I feel so left out.

The things I think I need to pursue come all together make me so pressured.

With all those to-do's in mind that sadly still await for me to make time to do,

all I can guarantee is just my insecurity.

I began to lose my confidence once more.

It is disconcerting and makes me so tempted to move out and bury

everything somewhere I would never find.

But for the sake of my idealism, I can't.

I promise myself to never lose a chance to get my dreams to come true.

All my potentials are still there, no matter how hard the ship sails.

Ramadhan 1442 H, the 27th night.