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and sometimes, to share your writing could safe you any further Nurul Hasanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16696648369978645202noreply@blogger.comBlogger121125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5009755836932571942.post-7201900229689541182022-05-06T20:13:00.001+07:002022-05-06T20:15:09.305+07:00My Baby Registry<br><script id='script_myregistry_giftlist_iframe' type='text/javascript' src='//www.myregistry.com//Visitors/GiftList/iFrames/EmbedRegistry.ashx?r=TCur3B3d2QtGuIYVng0GMw2&v=2'></script><div class="blogger-post-footer">http://nurulhsna.blogspot.com/ >> http://twitter.com/nrlhs/ http://formspring.me/nurulhsna/</div>Nurul Hasanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04606161947443014789noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5009755836932571942.post-91995038465682531962021-05-09T02:33:00.001+07:002021-05-09T02:33:16.206+07:00decisionFor quite some time, I feel so left out.<div>The things I think I need to pursue come all together make me so pressured.</div><div>With all those to-do's in mind that sadly still await for me to make time to do,</div><div>all I can guarantee is just my insecurity.</div><div><br /></div><div>I began to lose my confidence once more.</div><div>It is disconcerting and makes me so tempted to move out and bury</div><div>everything somewhere I would never find.</div><div><br /></div><div>But for the sake of my idealism, I can't.</div><div>I promise myself to never lose a chance to get my dreams to come true.</div><div>All my potentials are still there, no matter how hard the ship sails.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Ramadhan 1442 H, the 27th night.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">http://nurulhsna.blogspot.com/ >> http://twitter.com/nrlhs/ http://formspring.me/nurulhsna/</div>Nurul Hasanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16696648369978645202noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5009755836932571942.post-45328952488086816442021-04-28T00:32:00.009+07:002021-04-28T00:35:40.383+07:00lima belasSometimes I wonder what if I can portray what I feel better than I did today<div>I guess it will be so much easier for you to understand me</div><div>Is that so wrong to have so many feelings all at once?<br />Because darling, I often do and it makes me so complicated</div><div>I can not..not being worrisome especially when being misunderstood</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I just need you to believe that..</div><div>My feelings are all real.</div><div>And many times, all I need is the comfort to pour everything safely</div><div>Having those sensitivities acknowledged yet still loved.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://youtu.be/dCO9UpW9O70" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1365" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1di0QPJViYfPUWKNlGXYi79LE7_RDn03bl-jIlmaEbg0YULTFnrnTC_HpQt3gGr9i5wBLAafhrn-kpGfCe2Pi4TCY_7pyzkr1vd1lq_gL1xNYHCMwqK6iU9KzdmcXyGDJMgnbsd-Ykok/s320/Foto+%2528141+of+171%2529.jpg" /></a></div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">http://nurulhsna.blogspot.com/ >> http://twitter.com/nrlhs/ http://formspring.me/nurulhsna/</div>Nurul Hasanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16696648369978645202noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5009755836932571942.post-62179987042230316352020-06-07T23:55:00.000+07:002020-06-09T20:59:51.801+07:007/06<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<b><span style="font-size: large;">7 Juni 2019</span></b></div>
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Hari itu, suasana fitri masih sangat terasa</div>
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Perjalanan ke Bandung dengan Argo Parahyangan terasa sangat menyenangkan</div>
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Setelah lama tidak berjumpa El dan Odong (found them <a href="https://nurulhsna.blogspot.com/2015/04/meet-my-beautiful-girls.html" target="_blank">here</a>) <i><b>we finally managed to arrange a meet up!</b></i></div>
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H+4 Idul Fitri tahun itu, kami merencanakan bertemu dan menghabiskan hari bersama</div>
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selain merencanakan bertemu El dan Odong, ada seorang lainnya yang menunggu di Bandung.</div>
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<i>hehehe</i></div>
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<a href="https://nurulhsna.blogspot.com/2020/04/it-is-about-akang-omen.html" target="_blank">Kang Omen</a></div>
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Suatu waktu, pernah meminta Kang Omen untuk mengajak berkeliling Bandung dengan sepeda motor. Ternyata hari itu, Kang Omen langsung jemput dengan sepeda motor😎</div>
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<i>lupa dia, ada koper yang harus diangkut.</i></div>
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Waktu sore hingga malam kami habiskan berkeliling (rumah makan) Bandung, dari mulai Bakso Semar, Kopi Toko Djawa, Gourmetaria, <i>sampe</i> ke sebuah cafe lupa namanya di Punclut!</div>
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Selain makan, kami juga olahraga tentunya. Karena tanpa dinyana...rem motor Kang Omen <i>blong</i>😱😂 tau kan kawasan Punclut kayak gimana curamnya? Di momen ini pula, Kang Omen baru sadar kalau...saya yang tidak ringan ini membahayakan kegiatan berkendara secara keseluruhan.</div>
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Akhirnya, karena Kang Omen setakut itu harus turun gunung dengan tetep naikin motor tanpa rem...kita memutuskan untuk jalan kaki. Kebayang gaksi pegelnya harus nenteng motor? Hahaha</div>
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<i>Lucu banget sih</i> kalau diinget sekarang..ya pas kejadian juga ngga panik sih malah ngetawain diri sendiri juga. Setelah sampai dataran yang lebih aman, kita mutusin untuk naik lagi motor, hehe.</div>
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Di tengah jalan, ngeliat toko bunga... terus iseng bilang "Kang tuh ada toko bunga harusnya pas aku sampe ada bunga papan tulisannya - Welcome to Bandung, Nurul Hasanah" </div>
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"Hah?...oh iya bener juga ya" baru ketauan belakangan, ternyata doi panik pas dibilangin gitu.</div>
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Karena emang udah siapin bunga, hahaha, walaupun bukan bunga papan, dan kebetulan di toko bunga yang ku tunjuk itu, <i>lol.</i></div>
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Malem itu di tutup dengan doi yang minta ditungguin setelah mulangin ke penginapan (ternyata ngambil titipan bunga) dan ... hahaha <i>us happened</i>. Sungguh kaget, namun sangat tersanjung..ternyata perasaan ini berbalas, <i>hehe</i></div>
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Hari ini menandai setahun perjalanan hubungan Kang Omen dan empunya blog</div>
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Kalau boleh jujur, sangat banyak hal yang harus Kang Omen toleransi dari diri ini.</div>
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Selama masa setahun ini, Kang Omen berusaha untuk mengerti, <i>that I am a work in progress</i></div>
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dan bahwa mengencani seorang Nurul berarti banyak hal yang harus ia relakan agar tercipta koherensi.</div>
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Permasalahan saya sangat banyak</div>
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kepercayaan diri</div>
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pengaturan emosi</div>
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hingga kesehatan</div>
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Selama setahun ini, lebih banyak saya insecure dengan diri sendiri</div>
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beberapa kegagalan membuat benar-benar terpuruk</div>
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kehilangan arah</div>
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dan semangat</div>
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meski begitu, Kang Omen tetap percaya bahwa saya mampu untuk bangkit</div>
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dan dimulai sekitar sebulan yang lalu, saya memutuskan untuk kembali membangun kepercayaan diri</div>
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dan menerima bahwa kegagalan saya hanyalah sebuah bagian dari cerita hidup saya</div>
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Harapan tidak pernah hilang dengan adanya kegagalan dan kesalahan.</div>
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Kang Omen juga yang (secara tidak langsung) membuat saya terus menata hati, menata fikiran, dan menata kembali setiap sudut kurang saya.</div>
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Menandai selesainya masa terpenting suatu hubungan (bagi saya: tahun pertama)<br />
Tanpa adanya kecewa yang saya selalu takutkan dan dengan kepercayaan penuh, kami melewati hari demi hari.<br />
<i>on-off LDR</i>, juga sudah dilewati. Ternyata kami mampu dan dapat dipercaya oleh masing-masing.<br />
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Dan itu semua, sudah cukup untuk menjadi bekal kedepannya.<br />
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Sekarang, saatnya menata bersama masa depan yang membahagiakan dan penuh cerita.<br />
Untuk kebaikan masing-masing pribadi, dan untuk kebaikan berdua.<br />
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Terima kasih untuk segala hal di tahun kemarin, Akang. <i>Its been a wonderful one year!</i><div class="blogger-post-footer">http://nurulhsna.blogspot.com/ >> http://twitter.com/nrlhs/ http://formspring.me/nurulhsna/</div>Nurul Hasanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16696648369978645202noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5009755836932571942.post-63485335313577523492020-06-07T22:41:00.002+07:002020-06-07T23:23:38.890+07:00about timeTime?<br />
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This particular usage of "time" can benefit on defining e.g. how good someone hold on to things<br />
It can also measure how fast someone get over something, or grow up as person.<br />
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you will no longer use the word “long” </div>
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“How many..?” to get into sequential answer.<br />
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So apparently, I have a realization over things that turns my light off<br />
I never exposed them before<br />
I hid them deep<br />
because...I was terrified that there will be nothing left for me but pity<br />
because...I was ashamed of my past-self<br />
I might have been too hard on my self, trying not to be affected by those traumatic events<br />
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until<br />
once in a blue moon<br />
i can hold it no more<br />
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I did not burst into tears<br />
I did not curse the cause of my pain<br />
I could not handle but losing my faith once and all<br />
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I felt so worthless... during my time working<br />
...during my time studying<br />
..even when I was running with my friends on my side.<br />
That particular time, has been the most difficult one I ever had.<br />
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I am telling you now, it is better to left something toxic right at the time you found it as toxic.<br />
Do not let yourself deal with any of them until you toxicated. (in a severe case, you will be in a condition where you are unable to detect that toxic because you internalized it and you tolerate it)<br />
I have been there. So what did I do, then?<br />
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I decided to surrender. I let my self drowning into heartache as much as<br />
I should have been.<br />
For the many times I was betrayed, for that same (more) times I gave my self up to Him.<br />
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I am not fully recovered now. But I am proud that I made it to this day. I even managed to stay focus on doing my job. Good work, Rul!</div>
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It is about <b>Akang Omen, </b>the love that I choose. I have been living for 20+ years now. I never knew if somehow, after many failures, I can still be here. Getting info failures help me to understand that mistakes made by anyone are also part of life. We might do one to learn one (or more), but we can also do nothing to learn many things by watching the others. This path I have been into has lead me here, to the time of loving <b>Kang Omen. </b>There are times in my life, that I very fond of. But right now, the moment I saw love in his eyes, is the one I cheerish the most of them all.</div>
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<b>Kang Omen</b> always argue that the person he is, simply not the one I ever think of. Strangely, he is right. Why, you might ask. It is because the longer I know him, the deeper the knowledge I have of him, the more I am sure that he is extraordinary. He is so much more than a senior in campus that I adore. During my first year, He was my best-friend’s idol. I barely notice that he was cool until I could not stop noticing that he was here and there. He was everywhere; at every events, problems, organizations, and even circles. I wonder who he was for being able to present and be the problem solver to anyone.</div>
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<b>Kang Omen</b> is exceptional. That is him within all his charisma. I fall in love with his persona, at first. Later I knew that he is very considerable of others, lovable, kind, and responsible. I know, responsible is an understatement for someone like him. There is one funny fact of him: He always think that he is funny...well, he is not. (At least for me, haha)</div>
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-lul<br />
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Malam ini rasanya cukup gundah</div>
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Pernah ndak, rasa diri tidak cukup? </div>
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Bukan, bukan untuk masing-masing</div>
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Namun tidak cukup untuk bisa bertahan bagi diri sendiri.</div>
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Untuk kesekian kali dalam hidup, aku merasa tekanan begitu berat.</div>
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Jujur, aku takut jika kemudian ini menjadi <i>multiplier effect </i>kepada hal yang seharusnya aman terjaga</div>
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Rasa-rasanya, aku tidak cukup baik dan mampu untuk tumbuh sendiri.</div>
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Aku takut kamu temukan aku layu</div>
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Sebagai konsekuensi pertama yang muncul</div>
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Lalu aku takut semua orang makin sadar bahwa....aku memang tidak pantas.</div>
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Bolehkah aku mintamu bantu?</div>
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Mari teguhkan hati dan fikiran.</div>
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Bantu aku bersimpuh lebih khusyu’</div>
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Bantu aku dan tuntun aku berdoa kepada Nya.</div>
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Saat ini, aku benar-benar butuh itu....<br />
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Aku punya cerita tentang memilih<br />
Aku juga punya cerita tentang dipilih<br />
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mana, yang mau diceritakan lebih dulu?<br />
memilih lagi, kan?<br />
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Untuk memilih harus punya yang dipilih<br />
Yang dipilih dulu...baru ada nilai patokan untuk memilih<br />
Jangan punya patokan memilih, pun belum ada yang harus di pilih<br />
Yang dipilih dulu...baru bisa tau maunya seperti apa.<br />
Setidaknya, untuk urusan ku begini keadannya<br />
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Ketika dihadapkan pada pilihan....sering kali berujung tidak bisa memilih<br />
bukan karena tidak mau<br />
tetapi karena dengan sendirinya, yang pada akhirnya kupilih terus memberi alasan untuk dipilih<br />
tidak berhenti<br />
tidak memunculkan ragu.<br />
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Kemudian, yang biasa aku lakukan adalah mempertanyakan dengan akal<br />
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Mengupayakan untuk terus rasional</div>
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Jauh dan memakan waktu yang lama hingga akhirnya mampu untuk melangkah lebih jauh</div>
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Perkara dipilih</div>
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Upayaku tidak lantas paling atas</div>
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Hilang ditengah jalan, membawa ketakutan</div>
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Ribuan pertanyaan dan tidak ada jawaban</div>
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Pada akhirnya</div>
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Pada ujungnya</div>
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Memilih dan dipilih</div>
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Bertemu di titik yang sama</div>
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Untuk memilih dilakukan sejumlah upaya</div>
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Dan upaya yang sama ternyata dilakukan </div>
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Tanpa sadar</div>
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Berakhir menjadi terpilih bagi yang dipilih</div>
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Pilihanku</div>
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Hampir habis masa mengandung untuk memilihmu</div>
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Dalam waktu yang sama kamu memilih aku</div>
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Jika bukan karena kesaling-an yang kita bagi berdua</div>
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Lantas apa?</div>
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Percayalah saja kepada takdir baik yang kita temui bersama ini</div>
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Ada kamu untuk aku</div>
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Dan aku untuk kamu</div>
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Lalu.....mari fokus kedepan untuk perbaiki yang ‘kan datang.</div>
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P.S : aku sudah memilih kamu. Putus perkara</div>
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Nurul Hasanah
Ask me anything : http://ask.fm/nurulhsna<br />
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">I wanted to be with that person</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">...who keeps on chosing me</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">...over the fights,</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">...over every apologies ,</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">...over my broken make ups</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span class="s1"></span><br /></span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">The one who keeps on chosing to be with me</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">...though I look more like shit than a person</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">...though I spend too little time at home than outside</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">...though I spill a lot demands than services</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span class="s1"></span><br /></span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">But its never the one who thinks that I am perfect</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">Wearing just perfect outfit everytime</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">Put sleek make ups...</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">I know I am not</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span class="s1"></span><br /></span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">Never the one who will always do what I ask</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">Never the one who won’t go with everything but me</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">Never the one like that</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span class="s1"></span><br /></span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">I wanted to be with the simple mind</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">Who is willing to entangled things through times,</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">...with me</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">Whom with me being progressive</span></span></div>
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<span class="s1" style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;">The one who rightened my wrongdoings</span></span></div>
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I spent with you</div>
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You turned to that person</div>
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You simply became the one</div>
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I wish I realize everything sooner.</div>
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I wouldn’t want to wait for more uncertainty<br />
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Have you ever been in a hopeful year-beginning that you never fear of falling?</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Have you ever feel so content that you mistakenly forgot to prepare for the worst?</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Have you ever been in a very optimistic relationship that you thought would simply last?</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Have you ever......</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Til at some point you lose</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Til you forgotten your own spirit</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Til all you can do to make yourself meaningful was to be there for other</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">But you forget yourself.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I step to this year fearlessly</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">So optimistically about how my life would turn into a fairytale </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">With me starting to live in my dream</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">With me loving my surroundings</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">With me and joyful days shared with my colleagues</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">With me and my happy self.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">But then</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I found out a hole in my ship</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">A hole with no power to stop the water from coming in</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">A hole that gets bigger and bigger</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">A hole that caused my ship to sink</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">With the very least hope I start to begin again my journey with my little lifeboat</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Alone.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I leave what’s left</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I save nothing safe but myself</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">My wounded self.</span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 19.1px;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I then, began to look over from people</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">How they maintain themselves</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">How they be content with their broken parts</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">How they going in life</span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">But still looking for something to fix them parts</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Watch</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">And</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Learn</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">From doing what I can</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I finally see what I’ve got for my self</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">All the potential within me</span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">All the wrongdoings that should never be repeated</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I went back to the land</span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I picked the finest part for my new ship</span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I build anew under my eyes</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I stop for a while when I was running out of materials</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">But I never seriously stopping</span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 19.1px;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">And here comes 2019</span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">With my new perfect fit ship I built</span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I am ready to go sailing again</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">To the offshore and beyond </span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">To go somewhere I never been to</span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">To invite people to my ship</span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">To let them see how I did it</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">To learn from them too</span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">To left my ship and go with another’s </span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">And to sail again with mine</span></span></div>
<div style="font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">To do things carefully </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">So</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">2019</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Bring it on</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.301961); -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0); caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I never been more than ready.</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255 , 255 , 255 , 0); font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Kamu tau saat yang paling kutunggu itu adalah hadirmu, bukan? </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255 , 255 , 255 , 0); font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Hadirmu yang melerai seluruh pertandingan yang tak kunjung usai bagiku: berdarah, jatuh dan terjerembap dalam pertandingan dengan rasa yang kumiliki sendiri.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255 , 255 , 255 , 0); font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Rindu kamu. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255 , 255 , 255 , 0); font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Datanglah. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255 , 255 , 255 , 0); font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Hanya itu satu-satunya cara agar aku berhenti dari tengkarku dengan entah.</span></div>
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But I promise myself to bettering my time management skill so that you won’t question my priority for personal life.</div>
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Ternyata, Jakarta memang seriuh itu untuk hidup. Dari sekedar mengamati pasangan muda, hingga mendengar gelak tawa.</div>
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Aku lahir di Jakarta. Dulu, Matraman-Manggarai-Salemba-Jatinegara-Tebet-Gandaria-Pondok Indah adalah kawasan yang paling ku kenali.</div>
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Bermain sepeda, saat terik saat hujan tiada gentar tiada takut.</div>
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Dari Bojana Tirta hingga Waterboom Pondok Indah, sudah biasa berseling.</div>
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Mencari buku di Pasar Senin, membeli mainan dari Prumpung, hingga berbelanja di ITC Cempaka Putih.</div>
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Bukan sebuah lelucon ternyata, remajaku tumbuh di Bekasi. Belajar dari ketimpangan di sana, aku merasa beruntung. Dari sekian banyak kurang yang aku keluhkan, masih lebih banyak syukur yang perlu kupanjatkan.</div>
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Berbekal pengalaman dan doa, hidupku harus kulanjutkan di sebuah desa. Jauh dari tempat bernaung, jauh dari Ibu. Belum sejauh Roma, apalagi Kanada. Masa belajarku, ku habiskan di sebuah desa bernama Jatinangor. Disana, aku belajar dewasa. Menata hidup menata tujuan, mempersiapkan diri mengarungi lautan. Jika ditanya berapa lama aku butuhkan untuk bisa terbiasa dengan perpisahan, aku tidak akan bisa menjawab. Rasanya, setiapkali harus tinggalkan Ibu dan Ayah di rumah, raga ini menjadi kecil. Kantung mata menjadi berat. Menahan untuk kuat.</div>
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Kembali ke Gandaria, aku tersadar.</div>
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Pun data belum sempurna</div>
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Segala tau</div>
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Kemudian ragu</div>
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Tiada pejam</div>
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Berilah-ku telinga</div>
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Peluklah sedikit manja</div>
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Katakan semua akan baik-baik saja</div>
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I would like to turn all my nieces and nephews to be my maids wkwkwkwk</div>
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For that happy day in the future:p<br />
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Sok iye sih ya kayaknya kalau harus share pengalaman karena...siapa saya...?</div>
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Dulu, setelah tau mekanisme short-middle-long term plan, kubuat itu sedini dan sesederhana mungkin. Nggatau tuh metode SMART = specific, measurable, assignable, relevant, time-based, taunya yang penting bisa dicapai dengan kemampuan saat ini.</div>
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Jadilah >> </div>
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Short : Masuk SMAN 1 Bks</div>
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Middle : Masuk HI UI</div>
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Long : Masuk Kemlu</div>
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Hmmmmmm susah kan ya? Terus apa yang bisa dibreakdown dari goal itu? Ya ngga sulit-sulit sih, belajar-belajar-belajar. Mencoba untuk ngga macem-macem tapi namanya hidup, ya terjebak juga di cerita-cerita drama kehidupan. Hahahahahaha</div>
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Pada kenyataannya, ku gagal di short dan middle term goal. Padahal goalnya cuma satu tapi sesulit itu waktu itu. Jadilah masuk SMAN 1 Tambun Selatan yang kalau ndak salah sekarang ganti nama jadi SMAN 4 Kabupaten Bekasi. Hahahahahha anw, Tuhan ngga sejahat itu bikin aku sakit hati ngga masuk smansa. Ku diterima di program Akselerasi yang mengharuskan diri ini lulus dalam waktu dua tahun. Seletih itu sebenernya, tapi kalau lihat Ibu sama Ayah dirumah running household to keep me safe from hunger and stuff, jadi refleksi sendiri : Nggaboleh kecewain pengorbanan Ibu Ayah yang segininya.</div>
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Biaya sekolah Aksel itu beda, semenetara Ibu sama Ayah cuma pensiunan PNS. Waktu itu Uda-Uda sedang sibuk membangun kesettlean dalam berkeluarga. Jadilah, setiap hari bawa bekal. Walaupun masih makan enak, tapi sumpah sering banget liat Ibu cuma makan pakai telur atau kadang ikan asin :’) katanya yang penting buat sekolah duluuu huhuhu sedih kalau inget.</div>
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Perjuangan ngga berakhir disitu, ketika selesai sekolah menengah, ku coba masuk HI UI, tapi emang takdirnya ndak disana. Jadilah mahasiswa HI Unpad 2013. Asalnya jugaaaa....diterima beasiswa full di IRPU. Tapiii Uda ngga rekomen buat sekolah swasta karena khawatir ngga sesuai kebutuhan kementerian (sudah tau cita-citaku ingin masuk Kemlu). Untungnya, Ibu-Ayah dibantu Uda untuk biaya semesteran :’) mehehe tergantung banget anaknya sama Keluarga.</div>
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Naaah</div>
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Cobaan 1 : Moratorium</div>
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Sampe bingung ini gimana kalau sampai lulus terus Kemlu ngabuka pendaftaran..terus nanti saingannya sama yang lulus dari tahun 2015 dong...saingan sama senior yang pinter pinter itu dong...gimana dong?</div>
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Menghadapi ini, cuma bisa minta Ibu buat bantu doa dan juga berdoa sembari kuliah sebaik dan sejujur mungkin ngga mau tuh pake jurus cepat lulus org...</div>
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Cobaan 2 : Kemlu</div>
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ALHAMDULILLAH Kemlu buka pendaftaran tahun 2017...tapi, KU BELUM WISUDA</div>
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Waduh...gimana nih ijazah? Lagi, cuma bisa berdoa dan minta bantu doa dari Ibu Ayah Uda Uni Teteh Om Tante Sepupu..semua orang. Lagi dan lagi, Tuhan berikan jawaban yang sangat manis melalui teman-teman untuk urus ke Rektorat, dll dll sehingga bisa dapat fotokopi Ijazah dan transkrip dengan cap basah di tanggal 20 September 2017 dimana pengiriman terakhir adalah 22 September (seinget itu).</div>
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Cobaan 3 : Harus bagi waktu untuk urus keluarga dan belajar untuk tes. Keponakan terkecil sedang bayi banget dan ngada nanny-nya jadi ku di deploy sebagai bala bantuan dirumah Uda. Seneng banget ngurusin Rafif. Lagi lagi, tuhan balas dengan manis..</div>
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Tes demi tes walaupun sungguh pesimis, tapi bisa dilewati... tesnya apa aja? Next post yah :p</div>
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Lalu kemudian, diterima di Kemlu...sungguh. </div>
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Sesuatu</div>
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Dan jadi inget deh sama ceritanya Steve Jobs...</div>
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“You can only connecting the dots by looking backwards and not forward”</div>
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Jadi sadar, coba aja kalau ndak HI Unpad, mungkin ilmu-nya ngga sama pengalamannya ngga sama. Mungkin akan jadi anak Ibu banget yang nggabisa ngatur hidup sendiri selama 4 tahun sembari mengontrol diri buat menyelesaikan studi.</div>
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Coba aja kalau ndak SMAN 1 Tambun Selatan, mungkin ngga akan masuk Unpad karena terlena sama jurusan lain yang lebih menarik gajinya. Atau kalau ndak aksel, tes Kemlu di 2018 yang mana saingan lebih banyak karena tahun 2017 banyak yang ndak siap setelah moratorium, sementara ku adalah freshgrad.</div>
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Coba aja kalau ndak sabar, kalau nafsu mengejar hal lain, kalau emosian, kalau banyak musuh, kalau a to z. Pasti bukan hari ini yang di dapat. Mungkin postingan di blog isinya depression.</div>
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Alhamdulillah. Intinya dari postingan ini, jngn pernah menyerah temen-temen semua. Semoga segala hal yang kalian citakan akan terkabul</div>
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Ohiya, jangan lupa berbuat baik, kalau ngga usahakan jangan jahat xixixixi</div>
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InshaaAllah semua akan dibalas Tuhan dengan berkali lipat.</div>
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Ku bukan orang yang ndak pernah salah, tapi aku selalu berusaha untuk meminta maaf dan berubah lebih baik. Keikhlasan terhadap kesalahan juga penting, supaya proses belajar lebih baiknya ndak sia-sia. Semangat!<br />
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Ketika aku membuka mata</div>
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Yang ku lihat adalah kamu</div>
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Maaf, sudah mulai berkhayal.</div>
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Di suatu pagi</div>
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Aku rusuh membuatkanmu sarapan</div>
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Sekaligus bersiap kerja</div>
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Di belahan dunia yang entah apa</div>
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Pun kamu bertugas, di lain negara entah apa</div>
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Anggaplah kamu sedang cuti</div>
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Libur untuk temuiku</div>
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Suatu</div>
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Hari</div>
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Nanti</div>
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Setia itu tidak murah</div>
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Amat sangat mahal</div>
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Harus berbesar hati</div>
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Untuk sekedar mendalami maknanya</div>
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Berpeluh air mata</div>
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Berbalut harap</div>
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Jika masih pula memilih</div>
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Untuk menjaga</div>
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Maka baginya petaka</div>
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Kuharap untukku bunga</div>
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Harum dan indah</div>
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Dipucuk haru</div>
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Saat temukan yang baru</div>
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Hati, bersabarlah</div>
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Jangan menyerah</div>
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Sungguh</div>
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Penantianmu kan berlabuh</div>
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That I deserve loyalty</div>
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By loyalty I mean</div>
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You gotta know that you wouldn’t want to lose me for any chance </div>
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To be just who you are</div>
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To be honest and true</div>
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And trustworthy </div>
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I wish, you are so much better than what I hope you are<br />
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Today, I just watch<br />
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Avenger : Infinity War the third times</div>
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Yes</div>
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T H I R D T I M E S</div>
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Btw its not even a week after its released day here in Indonesia.</div>
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And I hated Tony for the lose😭</div>
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I thought I can blame him because his ego put Avengers into two team. One to keep the time stone and the other to keep the stone within vision.</div>
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Hhh.</div>
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If only dr.strange tidak menerima masukan Tony!!!</div>
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From that film, I can relate to my own problem sih sebenernya.</div>
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For I can actually be more sure about what I am going to do yet to see the bigger picture first to know what might happen. I wish, I can always be as tough and wise to take logically-heartful actions.</div>
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Oh anw, I really cherish my 1st May because it is so nice🤗</div>
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To the midsts of every thought</div>
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Can never resist</div>
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For desire to my own</div>
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For dreams that might happen</div>
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In everything invested</div>
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Path to your own</div>
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Can never resist</div>
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My whole</div>
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To every brances of fears</div>
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She know it dear</div>
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To every wishes with tears</div>
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She will let you “drill”</div>
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Knowing you are</div>
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Natural </div>
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Wanderer<br />
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Kepadamu, aku</div>
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Mungkin ini sebuah pertanda</div>
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Jauh yang kita alami</div>
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Akan sampai pada akhirnya</div>
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Mungkin juga ini sebuah pertanda</div>
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Bahwa cinta belum saatnya</div>
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Atau asa harus diajak dewasa<br />
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Its kinda frustrating to decide which action shud i take over my personal life.<br />
I miss you.<br />
it is not a feeling of wanting you in my life sooner,<br />
but,,<br />
rather it is this longing to have a deep meaningful talk with someone.<br />
Guess that you will somehow able to bring me some feedback, eh?<br />
<br />
AND. HEY! I guess I am going to raise my expectation for me..so you too, huh?<br />
I know I know<br />
kamu bukan orang sembarangan.<br />
I know<br />
karena dirikupun sedang berjuang untuk menjadi bukan orang sembarangan in my terms<br />
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Please keep up that spirit. we'll see each other perfectly someday...at the altar, eh?<br />
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hehehe<br />
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For this and that, I am so sorry. Maybe its my bad that still exist in me. But I wish you could accept my today;s condition for I am so sure that you will do the day you grow your feelings towards us, and me.<br />
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Your one and only,<br />
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Nurul Hasanah
Ask me anything : http://ask.fm/nurulhsna<div class="blogger-post-footer">http://nurulhsna.blogspot.com/ >> http://twitter.com/nrlhs/ http://formspring.me/nurulhsna/</div>Nurul Hasanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16696648369978645202noreply@blogger.com0